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I'm a "Counselor", i help people in need. I tell things to help them think. I'm a "Daredevil", i can take some challenge. If i could do i then i should. I'm a "Researcher", i can learn something in a short period of time. If i can improve then i will. I'm a "Sniper", i can wait as long as you'd make me wait. I know i can make a difference... but i am not the best, i am not great, i am not GOD. I never admitted anything about being the highest of all. I'm just human myself...

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June 29th, 2006

Finished posting at 06:43 AM...
  » TIRED OF WAITING?

Don't worry, you ain't going to rot waiting... unless you're waiting for something that no longer exists.

I'll be making a new layout. Since i already have a scanner [lot of thanks to mom], i'll be drawing off some images for me to use on this site. Well, that's got to be the final chapter of the "bahizta" book 1, entitled "The Confessions" [i kinda misused the My Recipes section]. And... i'm all bored with that audio player above the page.

As you can see, my tagboard's being swarmed by some dude or perhaps some automated bot that generates random spam sites. Never, i say NEVER click on them. So he won't earn anything. =]

I was thinking of disposing of the title "bahizta" already... it's been almost 5 years long since i first used it on IRC, and up until now as a member of SuspenDead. I felt like i kinda lost my right of using it after my skills slowly deterioarted these past few months, i already suck when i play the bass. Loss of practice, maybe... but what the hell. I just need to take some rest about some things; this time i'm serious about it.

So, what handlename will i use this time after bahizta? If i'll still be using that name i'll write it with a small font, probably the smallest among every written word on my upcoming titleheads.

To the least i still got my name... which existed a year longer than bahizta. ^^,


* Natate na ko sige pupunta pa ko skul!



June 6th, 2006

Finished posting at 04:53 AM...
  » TAKING THE WRONG TVRN...

... hit the brakes and turn around, dagnabbit!

The following is nothing but crap. Advertisement... what we usually call with the term "commercial break". I'll try doing something along the way related to the entry title.


Read it, if you must... ignore it, if you can.

QUOTE:
[Putyourtitlehere]

Ever imagined a car taking a specific turn on the road, going straight onto it... and in the long run it just refilled its gas and went back to the road it passed and took the other way around?

Well, it is necessary to refuel whenever the engine runs out or near empty of its gas...

... but is it necessary to go back the road it came from and reroute to a roadblock?

Was the goal requiring something like wasting kilometers just to refuel, or did the car need to make a turn because the previous road before it turned had no pitstops anywhere due to a roadblock?

Are there any detours within the location to avoid the roadblock?

Was the proceeding terrain too rough for the car to handle?

What was that roadblock for, then?
:UNQUOTE


Enough with cars, i don't like them anyway.

Obvoiusly, the topic is about decision-making. I remember the so-called "4-Way Test" that i always see written on walls or signs [i also see the phrase "Rotary Club" beside it] along the highway. It says:

1. Is it the TRUTH?
2. Is it FAIR to all concerned?
3. Will it build GOODWILL and BETTER FRIENDSHIPS?
4. Will it be BENEFICIAL to all concerned?

c/o Rotary International District 5440's website.


So... what's that for?

For me, this shouldn't use too much of a common sense to understand. I don't actually use this format... but basically this should be, at least some of it, included in our own "decision-making problems". It could sometimes be stupid, taking too much time to think whether it follows the flow... but if you got a lot of time in your hands then it's better to use this.

And... why does that concern me?

I've made a couple mistakes in my life... as much as possible i don't want to repeat them. Some of them i want to forget, and some of it i'm struggling to correct in any possible ways that i can. I can't just kneel down if i don't have any choices... i can't just blind myself to a fiction and let it poison my very veins, thus producing another "reality". I've made a mistake... whether big or small, to the very least i should try to do something to fix it.

My point?

In Mathematics, we usually solve with different procedures. I do believe that decision-making is nearly the same as Math [although i'm not that good in Math]. There are lots of possible solutions, but a certain solution will only give you the correct result. If the results are unsatisfactory or wrong, then there's something wrong with the computation/procedure(s) used. There are, after all, "shortcuts". But it's a complete hazard and produces a bit uncertainty with the result. They say it's better to do the long method... yet it takes a lot of time.

Hm... i don't get it.

Me too. Gah, i'm sleepy... at last natapos din. =]


* Surely, this post will contradict the "4-Way Test"... lacking supportive statements for #2 & #3. ^^,

May tanong ako:

"Can you correct something with a wrong answer? Will it produce a solution or just another problem to solve? Does it require trial and error? Are erasures allowed?"


EDIT: May nakalimutan ako. Me driver nga pala sa sasakyan amf.
^^,



May 29th, 2006

Finished posting at 01:52 AM...
  » FORGET WHAT I SAID.

It's nothing... really. =]

Anyway. My mom's about to return to Abu Dhabi later noon. I wish her a safe trip. ^^,

I already bought my PC a very nice addon: a cheap TV Tuner. I got it at 1,300 pesos, and it works good for a product that's made in Taiwan [written in the box]. ^^, Thanks to mom for giving me the money to buy it.

So, our school's going to start on June 1 [that fast?]. Well, yes i'm going to go back to school. And i'm not going to say anything about it [baka me kumontra ulit]. ^^,

That'd be all.


* Well, inspiration really gives you motivation. ^^,



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